Wednesday, 30 April 2008

A child who was abused.

A child who was abused.

My father is a good looking tall man with dark hair and greenish eyes. His appearance was very important to him and he took great care in his dress and toilet.

He also enjoyed doing cruel things to his three daughters whom he said he owned outright. He kicked my baby sister(2years old) in the stomach. He called her over to him and she was so surprised to get attention from him. She toddled over to him with a big smile on her face. He then kicked her in the stomach and then when she began sobbing he took her picture with his instant camera and put the picture in the family photo album.

Some say that he was just doing what he knew by kicking my little sister, a parent just doing the best with the knowledge he had at the time, but I don't think so. He hurt her in a premeditated and deliberate way, with no alcohol involvement, no drug involvement. It was in the middle of the day, a Saturday.


My father made my older sister and I fight in the livingroom, like two pitbull dogs. He made us hurt eachother while he watched. He would smile and then end the games.

He enjoyed having power over us. He enjoyed humiliating us. We are humans and he treated us like we were nothing. He would tell me that he had no tolerance for pain and would cry if he struck his thumb with a hammer. He often lamented about his own sorrows and cried for himself.

You know, some people are just evil and when they have the opportunity to have total power over vulnerable innocents, they strike. My father was and is an evil man in my opinion.

I divorce him as my father because of the evil things he has done; the beatings, the terror. Some people take advantage of their role as parent and take advantage of the child who wants the parent to love them....but remember God's words, "Can a women forget her sucking child, that she should not have compassion on the son of her womb? Yea, they may forget, yet I will not forget thee. Behold, I have graven thee upon the palms of my hands

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